I wish I was a Stepford Wife

A woman that is perfect in everything she does. A woman who does everything her husband says to do with a smile on her face. A woman who is practically a robot so she doesn't have to feel. She doesn't have to be touched or told I love you, etc.

But, no, I'm just plain Jane. I'm not the prettiest of the girls, my hair isn't always done, I don't always wear make-up, but I loved to be told I'm beautiful, have my hand held, fingers running through my hair, etc.

Did he marry me just so I could be his "trophy" wife. Somebody he could show to people, and brag that Hey somebody wanted to marry me. I love him with 110% of my heart, but I don't feel like he loves me that much. It feels like he is already tiring of me. I loved to be touch, but it feels lately as I'm the only one that likes it. Usually I'm the one that that grabs his hand first to hold it or just sitting next to him and touching his face or asking to be kissed.

I'm tired of shedding my tears and feeling like a failure. I just want to feel loved.